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Time line: I'm placing this one night on Talyn, before John
Aeryn and John were still a happy couple and everything was right
Author's notes: This is Aeryn thinking, by herself, no evil monkeis
her mind, wait wrong character, wait no characters ever even touched
that, man!! Don't this people realize what this Farscape
drought is doing
to me, i must watch all my tapes over and over and over again
Anyway... Have fun reading this, please please PLEASE leave comments.
love comments, any comments. If i completely flunked this
test please tell
me. I have to improve my writing skills anyway.
Blah Blah Blah. Enjoy the show.
It's wrong, I know it is, I just can't get him to believe it.
I know that
there's another one of him. I know that he is still on the
other ship and
if I could just forget about Moya and everyone else and be happy,
Nevertheless, I can't. I still think of him, the other him,
not the one
with me right now, holding me close to him. I know that
the other one loves
me. I think he does. If he's the same person as the one
I love, he does.
There were no copies made, no clones; they were equal and original,
That's what they said when they came back, no copies.
So, does this mean that the man that I loved, love, is two?
Does that even
make sense? I love one man that is two. Or is it two
men that are one,
were one. Does this mean I am betraying a love I have with
one by loving
and being with him, the other, the one that I share my bed, my
Before Talyn, before the twinning, before the crazy downfall of
Chiana's relationship, I had denied him. When he was only
one man, I
refused him, I discouraged the relationship that I so cherish
and hold dear
now. I rejected his love, by not letting him act on it.
No I didn't
actually reject it did I? I love him; I loved him before
Zhaan. Zhaan gave her life for mine. A warm-hearted
woman for an cold
hearted Peacekeeper. Ex- Peacekeeper. An open and
understanding soul for a
sheltered and learning one. An experienced person with emotions
uncountable yet controlled for a woman still learning and trying
understand them. A priest for an old defeated soldier.
A soldier that
didn't even live up to that life, but became something.... what....
Zhaan, how do I deal with this, how would you of dealt with this.
a soul so rare, so giving, why did you give your life for my own.
John. Everything went back to him. Zhaan couldn't
have known that he was
to be 'twinned'. That this would happen. She gave
her life for mine
because John loved me. She said he needed me. He said
he needed me. But
what now. I'm not with him, in any sense of the word 'with'.
Was I ever
really with him? He's shown me so much, taught me so much,
but what did I
ever show or give him in return?
He says that he has always needed me. He claims that I have
always been his
reason to keep on going when times were at their worst.
Jack Crichton, his father, his hero
D.K., his best friend, his confidant
And me, former Officer Aeryn Sun, once Peacekeeper now defector.
with another species, an 'inferior' race.
Isn't that what he said? However three of those options
merely hope. Nothing physical, nothing real that he could
touch, feel, talk
to, only hope for. Now the one thing there that was physical
is gone, but
only for one. I have the other. He is right here,
breathing on my neck,
cradling me against him, keeping me safe. But only one.
One left on Moya without me. One here on Talyn with me.
I'm so sorry if this is really confusing, i just wanted to get
it out there,
me brainstorming, it's a dangerous thing.
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