If You Want
Continued from part 2
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had been four monens since Aeryn has left Moya and company. She
had hopes leaving would lessen the pain, but it only got worse.
Aeryn decides to return in hopes of reuniting with John and also
to tell him a secret that she carries within her.
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be lost without you."
will never be lost."
dreamed of a time so long ago. He turned his thoughts to a woman
he loved more than life itself, even more than his damn wormhole
technology. Aeryn Sun. The one person who kept him grounded through
his whole experience in the Uncharted Territories. John jerked out
of a restless sleep that he slept so many nights. He rubbed the
sleep from his eyes. It's been four monens. She is not coming
back. You have to face it. Life goes on. He went over to the
refresher and splashed water on his face. He looked at himself in
the mirror. You look like dren. You are starting to look like
an old man. John pulled himself away from the mirror and gathered
his clothes and put them on. He left his quarters and head to the
galley in search of nourishment.
setting his food onto the table when John entered.
"Hey, Big guy!
What's happening?" he greeted D'Argo as he grabbed a plate full
of food cubes.
are reaching a commerce planet in four arns. We need to re supply.
You are needed to come down to help load the cargo on the Transport
Pod." D'Argo said as he sat down beside John.
over at D'Argo as he took a drink from his cup of water. "Sure,
while we are down there I might as well go look for some entertainment."
"That would be very nice, my friend. I think I will join you on
that quest. Chiana and Jool talked about doing some shopping while
down on the planet."
set then. Re supply and then find entertainment," John said as he
smiled back at his long time friend.
Aeryn Sun blinked
twice at her radar screen on her Prowler. She couldn't believe what
she was seeing. A Leviathan. Aeryn hit her com switch to Moya's
Pilot," she said calmly, trying not to get her hopes up.
crackling of the com came a familiar voice. "Officer Sun, is
that really you?" Pilot asked.
slightly. "Yes, Pilot. It is me."
"It is a pleasure
to hear from you again. Do you wish to come aboard?" Pilot asked.
Deploy the docking web," Aeryn said.
docking web," Pilot said. Aeryn felt the familiar pull of the docking
web pulling her Prowler into the docking bay aboard Moya.
aboard?" she asked.
Chiana, Jool, and Rygel have all gone down to the planet. Captain
Crais is aboard." Pilot responded as he monitored Aeryn's Prowler
coming through the docking bay.
heavily. "Can you com Crais and ask him to meet me in the docking
bay?" Aeryn asked as she began powering down her Prowler.
"As you wish.
Moya and I are pleased that you have decided to return," Pilot said
with happiness in his voice.
"It is good
to be back on board, Pilot." Aeryn said quietly. The Prowler set
down in the docking bay. The doors opened and Aeryn saw Crais heading
towards the Prowler. Aeryn lifted the top off and looked at Crais.
Crais smiled back at her.
"It is good
to see you again, Aeryn." He said. Aeryn smiled back at him.
help me out?" Aeryn asked. Crais looked confused, but went over
to help her out of the Prowler. He had an expression of surprise
on his face as he saw Aeryn standing up the cockpit of the Prowler.
Crais gave her his hand and she went down the short ladder on the
side of the Prowler. Aeryn stood in front of Crais. He slid his
eyes from head to toe of her. She was wearing her usual PK leathers,
but with one small difference. Aeryn was with child. Crais cleared
his throat, trying not to give away his shock.
with child. You don't have to stare," Aeryn said as she shook her
head at him.
"Who is the
father?" he asked looking at her.
is none of your concern," Aeryn said coldly as she slid past
him to walk deeper into the docking bay.
his throat, keeping his opinions to himself. "Everyone went down
to the planet. They should be back within 48 arns." Crais said.
"Why don't I escort you to quarters?"
at the offer. "That would be a great idea. I have a bag in the supply
area of the Prowler." She went to the Prowler to retrieve it. Crais
took the bag from her hand and they went down the corridor.
into his quarters as D'Argo placed him on his bed. "John, I think
you had a little too much entertainment." D'Argo said with a grin
on his face.
John sat up
and laughed. "I think you are right. I can't even stand up straight."
down to begin pulling off his boots, but John passed out onto the
bed. D'Argo got up from the floor and walked to the door.
You are going to have one frelling headache when you get up." D'Argo
chuckled as he headed out the door.
her way quietly down the corridor to John's quarters. Pilot had
commed her just half and arn ago saying that everyone had returned
from the planet. She needed to see John. She waved her hand in front
of the door sensor, the door opening, and pushed aside the privacy
curtain. Aeryn's eyes adjusted to the dark, making out the form
on the bed. Aeryn silently walk to the bed, looking at John's sleeping
face. She sat down on the bed and ran her hand lightly across his
cheek. I'm so sorry, John. I should have never left. I thought
it would help with the pain, but it only made me feel more emptiness.
I could not stand being away any longer. She slid her hand to
her rounded belly. She felt the child inside kick at where she placed
her hand. You have a right to know your child. I cannot take
that away from you. Despite what has happened between us in the
past, we have a child that links us together. Nothing can
ever change that. Aeryn felt tears coming to her eyes, wiping
them away quickly.
moaned in his sleep. " Don't leave me."
Aeryn lay down
next to John. She wrapped her arms around him, falling asleep within
a few microts.
said it was as if fates meant for us to be together."
"And I believe
in the hands of fate now."
to trust in that."
in his bed as his dreams of Aeryn haunted him. Why doesn't fate
just bring us back together? I love her so much. A part of me died
when she left. John slowly opened his eyes to what seemed like
a familiar scent. It smelled like Aeryn. Don't be stupid. She's
gone. He slowly sensed that someone was in bed with him. Your
senses are frelled up because of all the rasiac that you drank.
John turned his head to see who was beside him. He jumped out of
bed in surprise.
shouted. Aeryn slowly opened her blue eyes to look at John who was
standing beside the edge of the bed. She smiled slowly.
Aeryn said quietly. John shook his head.
"No, you not
real. You left. You are just a figment of my imagination," he said
in denial as he slipped to the floor. Aeryn got out of bed quickly
and went over to John. She put her hands on the side of his face;
bring his to look at hers.
"John, I am
really here." She said as she looked into those beautiful blue eyes
that she missed so much.
back at her still not believing his eyes. He reached out and cupped
her face in his hands. He laughed with relief. "Aeryn. God, baby.
It's really you." John embraced her, smelling her scent wrap around
him. Tears came to Aeryn's eyes as she settled into her lover's
embrace. John pulled back, looking into Aeryn's eyes.
"Why? You left
me." he asked.
"I had to come back, John. I couldn't stand being away from the
man that I loved."
"I love you,
Aeryn." John said as tears slipped down his cheeks. "Why did you
"I could not
be around you anymore. I lost the other John. He died in my arms.
I loved him so much. You are that same man, John. I could not be
around if something ever happened to you again. The loss devastated
me so much. I had to leave. That was my only protection. I could
not bear another loss like that again," she said looking away from
John as tears filled her eyes. "But, I had to come back because
the pain was so unbearable. I love you so much. I can't go on without
"Baby, I have
been so lost without you. When you left, you took a piece of my
heart with you. I died when you left." John said as he kissed Aeryn
softly. "Don't ever leave me again."
"I will never leave you."
not," John teased as he felt her body press against his. Something
felt different. Aeryn sensed what he was feeling. She moved his
hand down to rest of her belly.
widened in surprise as he felt movement under his hand. "Aeryn...you're
her head and laughed. "Yes, John. I am having your child." John
slowly caressed the bulge of her belly with his hand. Aeryn rested
her hand on top of his. The child within moved as the union of its
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